Singing off key

i started singing again. not just humming, or whistling, or singing along with the songs i know, but making up silly songs like my family always does.

something inside me fell into place yesterday. i'm still not sure what it was, but i feel like i've come back from a journey. i feel like i'm awake again. i feel like the goat in muppets treasure island after the cabin fever song:

- Hey-ey-ey, Polly.
- What?

- What was that song that just happened?
- What are you talkin' about?

You know.
Cabin Fever

- That.

that bit of dialog pretty much defines this feeling.